Masih Mencari

Saya masih mencari pekerjaan yang sesuai dgn saya. Mungkin masanya belum tiba atau lebih tepat lagi masih bukan rezeki saya. I wish I could get the job that I can learn new things with it.

101010~Happy Weds Kak Tong!~

10 October 2010. Everybody utilised this special day that come only once in a lifetime. Wedding, engaged, birthday (u are so lucky my dear friend azean..her birthday was on this special day), gave birth.and etc..haha...

Same goes to my cousin where she choosed 101010 as her 'nikah day'. We arrived at my aunt house late (around 1245pm) due to the heavy traffic jam at Ampang. As we arrived, we mingle around with our relatives and started preparing ourselves. Preparing ourselves? Yes, think that only the bride is the only person that need to be prepared? The answer is NO!haha...All of the cousins has been appointed to be the bridesmaids of the bride. So, we also need to prepare ourselves. Wearing the same baju kurung and the same tudung. Well, it turned out to be a nasyid group!!..Ahaha...

The akad nikah was held at the new mosque at the corner of my aunt house. The mosque is very beautiful. The tok kadi arrived late, so the akad nikah was done at 330 pm.Sekali lafaz!!ahakz. Abg Hafriz is so funny. Kind of slumber person. (Macam main-main plak..especially during the 'sarung cincin' ceremony.Boleh buat lawak plak.)

Right after the akad nikah ceremony, there were a simple but nice hi-tea for the guests. Then camwhoring la!!!Ahaha..But, it seems that i was not taking lots of picture due to the chaotic moment..haha...

The best part that i want to share is the hantaran that my cousin gave to her husband. Guess what?? It was an i-Pad!!!!!!!!!! I repeat!!! i-Pad!!!!!!!!!!waa...nangis mak.. My cousin and I was so excited to hold the i-Pad..haha..At last, you know who hold that i-Pad? ME!!!!!!!!! haha...

Craving for i-Pad...boleh tak..huhu

Selamat semuanya..then it turn around to be a photo session. Photographer surronded the newlywed and we as the bridesmaids did not miss the opportunity to be part of the photos..hahaha..

The lovely bridesmaid with the newlywed.....

The brides aka my cousin with the dayang-dayang dari istana kayangan.


The bridesmaids pose...the color of the baju n the tudung was so in.



Again..the dayang-dayang camwhoring.ahaha..
*nice shot from our uncle.ude.



with the fresh flowers. Ain did it.Good job Ain.

There you go. One of my cousin has just step in into new life. Soon, there will be more even like this in our family. Which house and which person? The dayang-dayang la...Haha.Wait and see.

Pfft: One of the dayang or bridemaid is a mother of 2 SON!! Noted that!!.hahaha

TO KAK TONG & ABG HAFRIZ

~SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU~

~WISH U GUYS HAPPILY EVER AFTER~

So Much To Tell

Seriously, I have so much to tell, but it seems that I dont have the right time to blog it out. I felt that my life right now was so busy. (Betul ke busy??..wondering kejap)..

Maybe,blogging for me need the right time and need the mood of blogging I guess..huh..acceptable right??..hehehe...

will update on next blog.....

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Lusa ni kita akan menyambut lebaran 1431H. Dikesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN kepada semua kaum keluarga, sahabat handai tak kira berada di mana. Moga lebaran ini memberikan seribu satu memori. Insyaallah.

Ramadhan dan Syawal

Hampir sebulan kita berpuasa. Lebih kurang seminggu kita akan menyambut syawal. Rebutlah segala peluang dimiggu terakhir ini. Sudahkah aku merebutnya?. Wallahuallam. Tak berkesempatan untuk berterawikh, namun aku sempat untuk bertadarus al-Quran. Mudah-mudahan amalan aku ini diberkati Allah s.w.t. Amin..

Raya. Takde langsung mood nak beraya. Tak tau kenapa. Mungkin sebab dah meningkat dewasa kot. Agaknya la. First time tak dapat duit raya ni. Adoi. Persiapan pun ala kadar je. Takde rasa excited langsung. Nak balik kampung pun tak excited. Mungkin sebab kampung aku dah tak macam kampung kot. Cemburu tengok orang yang ade kampung dekat sawah padi, tepi laut,..wahh..Memang best and syiok la kalau beraya tu. Naik motor petang-petang.

Mode: Teringin sangat nak ade kampung macam tu.

Just Know About the Truth

I just know about the truth. Hmm, at first i was really lost. just dont know about the reality of being a replacement teacher.

Susah

Susah jadi seorang CIKGU. Betul. Saya tak tipu. Patut la pengorbanan seorang guru tak ternilai harganya. Guru ibarat lilin yg menyala. Membakar dirinye sendiri untuk kepentingan anak bangsa.

Betul la. Anak murid sekarang bukan macam anak murid dulu kala dan bukan macam mase zaman aku sekolah dulu. Betul, tak tipu. Bertuah guru zaman dulu-dulu dapat mendidik anak murid yang dengar kata. Guru zaman sekarang terpaksa bergelut dengan perangai anak-anak murid yang tak dengar kata dan pandai melawan cakap guru.

Contoh yang saya lalui:

1. Teacher: Ok, sekarang teacher nak kamu bukak buku English 1.
Anak Murid: Kalau saya tak nak bukak, teacher. Tak nak! Tak nak!
*dulu, kalau cikgu suruh bukak buku, dan-dan tu jugak bukak buku.tak pernah pun menjawab cakap cikgu.

2. Teacher: Saya kata jangan main dekat belakang tu.
Anak murid yg berada dpn teacher: 'saya kata jangan main dekat belakang tu'
* Dorang mengajuk cakap teacher tu ok!

Banyak lagi sebenarnya yang saya lalui sepanjang sebulan bergelar guru ni. Saya pernah menangis ok. Saya pernah putus asa ok. Saya pernah menyesal jadi guru sementara.

Tapi jauh disudut hati ni saya rasa seronok dapat mengajar anak-anak bangsa ni. Tapi jauh disudut hati, diri ini tidak layak bergelar seorang guru.

Hanya mereka yang betul-betul layak sahaja. Saya belum cukup kuat dan bersedia untuk menjadi seorang guru walaupun diberi nasihat oleh guru lain supaya memasuli profession perguruan kerana gaji yang boleh dikatakan lumayan.

Guru perlu bersedia dari segi mental. Terutamanya untuk berhadapan dengan anak-anak murid yang tidak pandai membaca dan tidak menghormati guru.

Saya bukan dilahirkan untuk menjadi seorang guru.